I want to get better. I don’t want to be suicidal and moody and depressing.
+ Tuesday, May 8, 2012My face keeps flaking. My neck is all blistery and annoying.
Everything else is pretty ‘calm’ except for the most obvious parts of my body that I can’t hide.
WHY
+ Tuesday, April 17, 2012I often wonder why people follow this blog. It’s the place where I let out all of my emotions and it’s a very personal space for me. Not to say that I’m not welcoming people to see the things I have to say, but am I really so important that you want to read about the innermost thoughts of a girl you’ve never met before?
+ Saturday, April 14, 2012April 14, 2012 4:06 AM
Your touch is innocent; grabbing my shoulder to get my attention, jokingly caressing my cheek, grasping my wrists in a mockingly dramatic way during conversation. However, you have no idea how much your touch affects me.
+A note on why this blog is so damn depressing, in case of the off chance someone is reading through it.
Simple/short answer: Just know, dear reader, that I have a happy side. I don’t mope around all day thinking about how terrible life is (though I’m sure my mom is convinced I do). I try to stay positive, and when things get tough, I write down/type out my problems and it makes me feel better. I am not depressed, suicidal, cutting, starving, or anything like that and I hopefully never will. I’m just a hormonal, PMSy teenager that take things way too personally.
+ Wednesday, April 11, 2012Last night/early this morning at around 3:45 AM was the anniversary of my first kiss.
It would have been 2:45 pm where I used to live- right after school.
Funny. It was like a fairy tale but really, everything just went downhill from there.
+March 11, 2012 1:20 AM
Last night I had a dream where I had a lover. A boyfriend, or a husband maybe.
+I’m so angry. I just poured out all of my thoughts into one of the longest text posts I’ve ever written and it decides that I’ve logged myself out. No draft. No nothing. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
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